Age is catching up!

I've been meaning to write blogs for days! And just earlier today, I happened to have several ideas of topics to embrace... and well well well, now that I'm right in front of this bloody laptop, all the topics slipped out of my mind. I've been thinking and scratching my head for the past 15minutes or more, but nope... so such luck.

Is this what they call "aging"? Man... I'm not even 30 yet! (Though I must say, I looked like I'm 30s and preggy when I worked in Star with all the mental stress going on, that is one sad case!). Unlike my baby sister, I know nothing or do nothing in eating nutrients or vitamins or food that helps to protect the memory or brain.

It went from bad to worse lately, when I kept grabbing the wrong things and leaving them behind when I suppose to bring it along, or literally forgets that I did anything at all! It seems as though I'm competing to be the youngest affected Parkinson's disease patient!

I do actually have a book that teaches on "how to protect your brain as you age", hardly read much into it, yet. Though the first few pages actually mention things like watch the diet and also, exercise. Exercise helps alot in keeping the brain active. And exercise is ONE damn thing that I lack. I can't seem to find any particular exercise that makes me wanna, go "Yeee haww!" or literally kills to do it. Except, of course, back in TBS with Sky Adventure gang. That's like a totally different thing. I stopped joining them for badminton for it just ends, too late for me. I like to sleep early for one.

So jogging, is a must try, to persist. I tried times and end up just giving up and rather to just, sleep in. That's quite a disappointment to myself. Which causes me to consider to go for hypnosis therapy, perhaps it may help to boost my subconscious and, in the end help my conscious! Though I can hardly find any reliable source in Malaysia, even when I read it in the papers several times... I can't find the contact anymore.

Anyone, can... help?

New Goals!

Honestly, I was worried the first few weeks. It kinda drove me to a corner. Things happened. Things said. Things discussed. So you can pretty imagine how this really cracking my brain up.

Frustrations indeed, was running high then. Together with doubts, confrontations, lies...

I end up asking the Lord, what has he plan for me this round again. (Okay, I'm a Buddhist who believe that Buddha is a greater human being who achieve enlightenment who guide us to the right path and he's not a God - and nor I embrace Christianity as I do not agree with certain things they preach = Thus I'm a person who believe in that ONE LORD, for I know he is there in any form as long as we believe in him. I don't believe that one have to embrace any religion just to know him. We all know him since our birth). So I asked him this, "Please guide me. I have made up my mind, but I really need to be sure, in my heart that it is the right thing to do. Please show me guidance, Lord." Simple words, and it made me feel much better. After making my decision, I just need to take a step at a time while noticing my surrounding. No longer do I need to get all stressed-up. And things go by so smoothly, I almost can't believe it's my life!

With that said, it is with my pleasure to announce that I'll be doing part-time with my current company while helping Dad out with his new business venture :) Going back home is great, really miss the atmosphere (it is not easy to stay and work with colleagues/housemates as there seriously no working hours - drives me nuts! *PS: Do not mean I dislike them, but I need personal space too) but it makes me lazy much easier as well. Means I gotta figure some schedule out!

Along the way, there are several things to handle as well :) It all seems like alot, but I'm quite excited. At least it's something to call my own!

So here it goes, a great Dragon year it will be :) Screw the predictions thingy...

Gong Xi Fa Chai!

Here wishing all the readers a great Dragon year ahead!

I know many people are trying their best to get pregnant or ARE pregnant, here wishes the best for your family and your bundle of joy! But one shouldn’t go all out for the sake of having a DRAGON baby ‘cos it’s about responsibility here :)

I’ve been in this CNY spirit since the beginning of the month itself, extremely rare for me! Usually it is only the day before that I’ll be in full spirit. Even with the shopping.

What’s exactly is the difference? The overloaded shopping on clothes and heels? A new beginning to a money-making career? The fact that this year, 2012 will mark the END of the world?

I don’t know, but hey maybe it’s all those mentioned. I’ve been wondering whether I’ll die this year, and if I end up dead, I wouldn’t want the world to END. Let some nice people lived on, will ya, oh Lord? I wouldn’t want to fly straight to heaven (or majority Chinese believe, it’s hell – kinda sad. I rather heaven, seen enough of “HELL ON EARTH”) for judgement. I would BEG and BEG and BEG that they give me 5 minutes more to do one thing. JUST ONE DAMN THING. And I’m happy.

And I’m sure you must be wondering, what’s that – if of course, you didn’t managed to read my FB or Tweets :P

I just want that 5 minutes to scare the shit out of people by saying, “Hey, guess we are the only ones left. Wait a minute… am I getting transparent? AHHHHH!!” Hopefully, that fella will not die of shock… and he/she may find it as hilarious as I did!

BACK TO CHINESE NEW YEAR…

I’m not exactly keen on going back to Malacca as usual, but hopefully my little cousin will make things more bearable. And oh, I just MUST bring books and games back, else I would have d***, oops… I mean “eek” of boredom (not auspicious to talk about death now, since I’m back on CNY topic. LOL).

Then I’m sure to have a blast in Tapah with my tones of cousins and relatives… Just a pity that my sisters won’t be able to make it back home – miss them and their family very much!

Just wonder what does this DRAGON year have waiting for me. Hope it’s all good :)

So here wishing that our "all-time-favourite" Mister Prosperity will visit us and gives us tonnes of blessings for the year!

GONG XI GONG XI!!

TVB All-Stars dream. No, I ain't joking!

Okay, there's this little thing about me. I dream nonsense. ALL THE TIME. And it can be so bloody dramatic, it seems more like a movie than a dream. And it's the 80s style! Fuiyoh... I was actually laughing in my dream then, it's just too hillarious!

It started with the appearance of ~ cheng cheng cheng:

Yes, both Jacky and this beautiful lady was in my dream.

Yeap, even Maggie herself!

To say the least, even Chow Yun-Fatt himself.

I actually don't remember the story line but just seeing all these TVB stars appearing in their 80s look (yeah, all young and spunky), it just makes me laugh. Pretty funny and it sure makes my day!

Of course, I did have several other funny dreams before. Back then, when "Journey to the West" was quite a hit show, I was still a wee little kid. I think I'm just 12 years-old or somewhere older. I got so very addicted to the dramas and also Monkey King himself! He's like my idol!

Imagine my surprise when years later the show got featured on the TV channels and it was then I dreamt that I went on the journey to the west with them, and he become my "Sifu". It's not like I was FROM that time. I was learning some tricks and kungfu, totally awesome. And in the end of the dream I travelled back into the present! Apparently, in the dream I am from this present and somehow time travelled to THEIR time. Extremely interesting and hilarious!

With me being Chinese Buddhist from a somewhat traditional family that still holds strongly with our culture, my mum brought me and sister along when we went for the, erm... I think it's called "Fortune Calculation" or something like that. It's where this lady (supposedly in-tune with the other world which consist the heavenly and ghosts), said that Monkey King actually protects my family and asked whether we prayed to him. I was so excited then! (Though pretty much still excited now!)

Or that one time when I dreamt of some really cute Korean boybands? It's not these two bands I attached btw (I just thought it's nice to have some eye-candy when I'm talking about Korean bands :D), I actually do not know the band. But man... in the dream... they are sure cute and me and one of them totally clicked with me! I still drools when I think about it now! Awesome ~

That's only some part of it. I shall write a post later on my nightmarish dreams I had when I was much younger. Apparently it was related to some ghost disturbing me (can't really deny that, more on this later on) - mind you, I was younger than 7 years-old for sure... but you can't deny my imaginative nightmares nor the creepy feeling I had. The feeling still comes to me once in a blue moon, where a few occasions turned my lips just blue and I can't breath then and there!

Anyway, shall end this here :) Look forward to my next post!

I love heels!

I have been harping on the heels on ChristyNg.com since ages back but never did buy any since I was pretty convinced that my size will varies from the one I'm wearing to the one sold. And I ever so right about that!

Finally decided to visit their place in Taman Mayang, which is actually Christy's home and saw tonnes of shoes. I went ballistic! The only thing pulling me back is, I don't have a strong wealthy man as my backbone to support my craze for pumps. Dang ~

None-the-less, found out that my size in the pump is Size 8 (just in case you who are reading this, decided to get me some? LOL) which is a size larger than d one I'm usually wearing. Yeah, I got big feet. Which is why I can't really understand how some girls are just SIZE 4? Like, that's a kids' shoes for god's sake!

Anyway, back to heels. These are the heels I find oh so lovely but can't buy, as it's already out of stock. If I am to request for custom-made heels, it gonna cost me RM300++ each! Gosh, I'm too broke for that!

SOME YUMMY-LICIOUS HEELS

"LIPSTICK AND GLOSS"

I adore this colour. So sweet, so pink and sweet. If there are some sizes left, I would have bet with you that Mandy herself will fight to own this! This is so her!

"MISS SASSY"

Definitely very sassy. Of elegant and simple design with a slight twist of a ribbon right at the back, this is lovely ~ not to mention it has this gorgeous nude shade. Mandy was to buy this when she decide against it, due to its height. I love it too, but one have to make decisions when faced with choices :)

"MISS LIMEWIRE BERRY"

I've gotten myself this heels! It's of a nicer and attractive shade of purple, and definitely something different compared to the classic black pump :) And it's the 1st heels I noticed!

"KANDY KANE"

An absolutely awesome looking pump that is out of stock as well. Sigh, I would really love to own this. The colour blends really colourfully, though I would prefer if they are of a more striking/brighter colours!

"TAKE MY BREATH AWAY"

A beautiful laced heels. 2nd heels to catch my eyes among the massive amount of them ;) Gives the wearer a very elegant classy feel. And yes, I bought it :)

"BLACK BASIC COVER TOE PLATFORM PUMP"

Very classic, very simple. Looks great on me, but decided that I need more colors on my heels since I always wear dark-coloured clothing!

So I bought myself two pairs of heels, relatively few from me but hey, budget is already screaming their lungs off at me! But it's okay since I didn't buy any heels for quite a while now! Nonetheless, I can't wait for next month to come around, cos I might buy myself another one ;) Nothing can stand between me and my heels, no, not even a cute handsome hunk... Maybe I'll give it a thought if he's interested in me. HAHA!

Funny Videos

College Humor are really good, if you know what I mean. Check out these videos by them. Totally... AWESOME!

The Six Girls You'll See Back Home

In the Unlikely Event...

Every Teen Movie Ending

Surely hope it makes your day! Haha!

Seeking clothes and accessories distributors

Yay! Spoke to my friend, Mandy who did an online business on dresses a few years back. Asked whether she interested to start back again, as I am eager to help :)

She said, "Why not?"

Awesome. Now all I need to do is look for distributors whom I can order in smaller quantity and low price with good quality and we are set to go. Must work on this!